I just lost my only grandfather, his name was tom.
My hearts been ripped out of my chest and I feel as though I'm bleeding.
I'll be going to his service soon and I won't be able to be on then so... yeah, if I disapear for a while that's the reason. Just don't fear that I've left you all; I'm going to allow him to enjoy heaven wtihout me and I shall wait me turn to enter the golden gates. God, I can't even reason with myself to cry because I'm in such shock.
So, yeah; I don't beleive I'll be on for a while in a few days. Sorry.